So, we are staying at my parents house while it airs out. It is still very stinky. There is no fire damage at all, just smoke. All of the clothes, linens, stuffed animals etc... are smoky. I took Abby to Target for clothes this morning because I doubt we will be able to get hers clean enough. Her asthma doesn't mix with smoke.
Just wanted to "get this out there". Here's my thoughts. The more people in a house the more likely for crazy things to happen. Sometimes I feel like it's one thing after another around here. I was just telling someone yesterday that sometimes I feel like I have to appear like I "have it together" to avoid comments from friends/family and complete strangers about how I "have my hands full." Some days I do, other days I don't. She had just told me that she felt this way too. I look at her life sometimes and really do think she has it all together, so to hear her say that she has these same struggles was ... encouraging. I do my best, but seriously, I need the Lord everyday.
Just a funny sidenote. Today when we got home from school I ran by the house to grab a thermometer because I felt like B had a fever and to check out the stink level. I told the kids I would take them for a frosty today because of some good reports they had gotten at school. So we are pulling out of the driveway when two of the neighbor kids run down to the edge of their yard and want to know where we are going. I told them we were going to Wendy's and then, because I am a sucker for little kids begging for a frosty, I let them come. I know...crazy! I did tell them that I was dropping them off right after and no one could come over today. We pull into Wendy's and I've got all these kids and I say to myself loud enough for Blake (7 year old ) to hear, "I need Jesus today." He says, "What??" I said, "I need Jesus today...in a big way." He says, "Right now?" I said, "Yes" and I think he thought I had lost my marbles. That's okay though...I'm glad my kids know that I NEED Jesus everyday. We actually went in because I wasn't about to let 5 kids have frosties in the van sitting that close to each other. I got distracted because on the little paper on the tray it said something about Foster and Adoption and that made me happy! So, of course, I told the Wendy's cashier that I was so glad to see that they do so much for kids in foster care and that I was a foster mom. They were super nice...I think they thought all of the kids were foster children :).
Oh my...what a day!!
Oh, and if you are wondering, B does have a fever. I got him home and was getting him some tylenol when he puked all over my smoke-free clothes! All over. I'm telling you what...Satan is a joy robber and as cheesy as it sounds, I wasn't about to let him ruin my day and steal my joy. I just had to laugh it off. I sent a friend a text that said, "baby just puked on my only clean outfit. I'm going to laugh...or I might cry."
AND...one last funny moment. Funny now, not at the time. Here is the text I sent Jeremy at work when I couldn't get ahold of him.
We will be out and wwill prob hvve to astay at moms
Abby fire. No one hurt. House full of smoke. Can't see.
Abby fire. No one hurt. House full of smoke. Can't see.




3 comments:
Oh Jeni! I'm glad everyone is OK. It is always something, but usually that something doesn't mean a fire!! Hang in there!
I, too, often feel the need to appear "together" for the same reasons. I rarely do have it "together" and when people say to me they couldn't do what I do (be it have 4 little kids, homeschool, stay at home, etc...) I am usually thinking, "I can't do it either!" Like you, I'm so thankful for Jesus and his sustaining grace and mercy. I hope things get cleaned up soon and everything returns to just normal chaos soon! =) Oh! and I'll pray for B to get better soon!
I'm so sorry about the fire/smoke situation! I know it is overwhelming right now but you do handle things like this with such grace. I was cracking up at your text last night and I'm now laughing at the one you sent Jeremy when the fire occurred. Glad no one was hurt. Here to help with whatever you need!
I love your honesty and your willingness to let God use you in so many ways. I only have one child and there are days when I am completely outnumbered:)
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